From the recording Hole In The Head
“Hole In The Head” sits in that space where pressure doesn’t disappear — it just evolves.
The track moves through tension, memory, and the kind of internal weight that doesn’t fade with time. It’s about carrying something invisible, something that hums beneath the surface, shaping thoughts, reactions, and identity.
But this isn’t a story about collapse.
It’s about endurance.
About walking forward while everything inside resists it.
About realizing that what feels like damage can also become perspective.
The “hole” isn’t just loss — it’s an opening.
A place where everything that hurt begins to shift… and something real can finally come through.
This track leans into that contrast — heavy but controlled, raw but intentional — capturing the moment where survival turns into awareness.
Lyrics
Hole In The Head
Wake up in the static of a yesterday ache
Heart beat like a hammer that the night couldn't break
Silence in the hallway, voices in the drain
Every little echo's got a memory of pain
Dry mouth, cold sweat, same road, same thread
I keep breathing in the dark, but the dark ain't done yet
Got a hole in the head, but it don't let go
Keeps humming like a wire buried under my skull
Got a hole in the head, but I'm still afraid
Cause the truth sounds better when it's left unsaid
Oh, oh, oh
Rattle in the ears like a whispering ghost
Balance on a tightrope made of everything I've lost
Tried to outrun shadows, but they follow in a line
Every little weakness got a voice just like mine
Cold room, warm fear, same sound, same year
I keep walking through the fire, but the fire won't clear
Got a hole in the head, but it won't bleed out
Just a crack in the silence where the demons shout
Got a hole in the head, but I'm still alive
Guess the hurt's just proof that I survived
Down we go, down we go
Buried in the hum of the undertow
Round we spin, round we spin
Every broken thought comes back again
I hear the drone inside the buzz
I feel the world, forget what was
I see the cracks inside my skin
Another wound, let the daylight in
Got a hole in the head, but it's letting me through
Every scar's a doorway to a better view
Got a hole in the head, but I'm not ashamed
Cause the hole's the place where the light gets in
Let it in
Let it in
Hole in the head
But the light gets in
Let it in

